Do you wish you had done anything differently, your first time?

Other than not bother? I'd have to concur with booze or other mindnumbing substances (tho laurashapiro has a point in worrying about that putting you to sleep). I still want all that time from reading 3 of her books back, tho I suppose it's somewhat nice at times to have informed reasons to rail about her writing...

Is it wrong to think that if Rand had just found a community of support for her rape fantasies, everything would have turned out differently?